"On the Edge" information

-from album "Re / Served"
-release date: 2017/03/01
-get it on Amazon, Apple (iTunes) or Spotify

-lyrics:

[Verse 1]
Yeah, this is where it began
The memories inside my head remain
All the voices
They make me insane
I try to get them out
So I can hear again
But they won't stop talkin' to me
Is this the way it's gonna be
My head won't work normally
It seems they gonna proclaim a democracy
But they will speak now
And I will hear
I understand them crystal clear
Explaining me they won't disappear
Three hundred and sixty-five days a year
But they are wrong
So I deny
Every single word is a lie
Forget about the times I tried
'Cause every word opened my eyes

[Chorus]
I wanna go ahead
I wanna let all the memories somewhere else, instead
No matter what I said
So many things unsaid
I'm on the edge with you

[Verse 2]
All these mistakes that I can't repair
I tried so hard and now I don't care
It doesn't matter what I compare
It's all the same
I got nowhere
Expect a rose on my shoulder blade
Or a barcode tag on the back of my neck
I don't know what to expect
Going away before I can't turn my back
There's nothing more that can be done
Can't realize what I've become
And I don't know where these thoughts are from
Looking back to see how far I've come
Looking back on it and let it go
Every thought is like a fading glow
Try to fix
I wouldn't say so
It stays locked up like my shadow

[Chorus]
I wanna go ahead
I wanna let all the memories somewhere else, instead
No matter what I said
So many things unsaid
I'm on the edge with you

[Chorus]
I wanna go ahead
I wanna let all the memories somewhere else, instead
No matter what I said
So many things unsaid
I'm on the edge with you

[Verse 3]
Going on
Nothing to say
Nothing to loose
I found my way
Never wanted to go down this way
Waiting until these mistakes are fading away
But somehow my wounds turn into scars
And I don't know how I got this far
Never forget
Remember who you are
I won’t lose 'cause I tried so hard
This is what I used to be
Every scar became a memory
I will be who I want to be
I will end up where I meant to be
No one knows what I had to do
All these lies but I know the truth
No one knows what I've been through
'Cause in the end I'm standing next to you

[Chorus]
I wanna go ahead
I wanna let all the memories somewhere else, instead
No matter what I said
So many things unsaid
I'm on the edge with you

[Chorus]
I wanna go ahead
I wanna let all the memories somewhere else, instead
No matter what I said
So many things unsaid
I'm on the edge with you
 --------------------------------------------------

-single version

The Verse 2 of the this version of the song is a cover from the Verse 2 of "Swimming Pools (Drank)" by Kendrick Lamar. Steven says he likes this version more than the original.

-release date: 2017/03/01

-lyrics:

[Verse 1]
This is where it began
The memories inside my head remain
All the voices
They make me insane
I try to get them out
So I can hear again
But they won't stop talkin' to me
Is this the way it's gonna be
My head won't work normally
It seems they gonna proclaim a democracy
But they will speak now
And I will hear
I understand them crystal clear
Explaining me they won't disappear
Three hundred and sixty-five days a year
But they are wrong
So I deny
Every single word is a lie
Forget about the times I tried
'Cause every word opened my eyes

[Chorus]
I wanna go ahead
I wanna let all the memories somewhere else, instead
No matter what I said
So many things unsaid
I'm on the edge with you

[Verse 2]
(Okay, now open your mind up and listen me, Kendrick)
(I am your conscience, if you do not hear me)
(Then you will be history, Kendrick)
(I know that you're nauseous right now)
(And I'm hopin' to lead you to victory, Kendrick)
If I take another one down
I'mma drown in some poison abusin' my limit
I think that I'm feelin' the vibe
I see the love in her eyes, I see the feelin'
The freedom is granted as soon as the damage of vodka arrived
This how you capitalize
This is parental advice
Then apparently, I'm over-influenced by what you are doin'
I thought I was doin' the most 'til someone said to me
Yeah

[Chorus]
I wanna go ahead
I wanna let all the memories somewhere else, instead
No matter what I said
So many things unsaid
I'm on the edge with you

[Chorus]
I wanna go ahead
I wanna let all the memories somewhere else, instead
No matter what I said
So many things unsaid
I'm on the edge with you
You
You

"Somewhere Else" information

This song is a rework of "Somewhere Else" (made when they were called Reserved).
According to Steven, this song is dedicated to a friend of his who suicided by jumping in front of a train.
-from album "Re / Served"
-release date: 2017/03/01
-get it on Amazon, Apple (iTunes) or Spotify

-lyrics:

[Verse 1]
If you feel your own enemy in your head
And your body says: "I'm so scared"
Is it the right decision even if it makes you sad
You're afraid 'cause the future doesn't feel like the past

[Pre-Chorus]
If I could change my past and make the wrongs in rights
I would throw it all away and make the days in nights
And if you're all alone and you don't have choice
Just believe in the truth in your voice
Be your only help
If I could change my past and make the wrongs in rights
I would throw it all away and make the days in nights
And if you're all alone and you don't have choice
Just believe in the truth in your voice

[Chorus]
My will is gone and fades away
I should have known
I can’t stay
Essentially I always wanted to be somewhere else
Somewhere else

[Verse 2]
And it starts with a broken dream
Sometimes memories aren't as clear as they seem
So what you think what was absolutely your choice
Was just implanted in your head by your enemies' voice

[Pre-Chorus]
If I could change my past and make the wrongs in rights
I would throw it all away and make the days in nights
And if you're all alone and you don't have choice
Just believe in the truth in your voice
Be your only help
If I could change my past and make the wrongs in rights
I would throw it all away and make the days in nights
And if you're all alone and you don't have choice
Just believe in the truth in your voice

[Chorus]
My will is gone and fades away
I should have known
I can’t stay
Essentially I always wanted to be somewhere else
Somewhere else

[Bridge]
This here came from my deepest insides
I've begged, I've bleeded for my dreams in my life

[Chorus]
My will is gone and fades away
I should have known
I can’t stay
Essentially I always wanted to be somewhere else
Somewhere else

[Outro]
Somewhere else
Somewhere else
--------------------------------------------------

-acoustic
-release date: 2018/02/18

-lyrics:

[Verse 1]
If you feel your own enemy in your head
And your body says: "I'm so scared"
Is it the right decision even if it makes you sad
You're afraid 'cause the future doesn't feel like the past

[Pre-Chorus]
If I could change my past and make the wrongs in rights
I would throw it all away and make the days in nights
And if you're all alone and you don't have choice
Just believe in the truth in your voice
Be your only help
If I could change my past and make the wrongs in rights
I would throw it all away and make the days in nights
And if you're all alone and you don't have choice
Just believe in the truth in your voice

[Chorus]
My will is gone and fades away
I should have known
I can’t stay
Essentially I always wanted to be somewhere else
Somewhere else

[Verse 2]
And it starts with a broken dream
Sometimes memories aren't as clear as they seem
So what you think what was absolutely your choice
Was just implanted in your head by your enemies' voice

[Pre-Chorus]
If I could change my past and make the wrongs in rights
I would throw it all away and make the days in nights
And if you're all alone and you don't have choice
Just believe in the truth in your voice
Be your only help
If I could change my past and make the wrongs in rights
I would throw it all away and make the days in nights
And if you're all alone and you don't have choice
Just believe in the truth in your voice

[Chorus]
My will is gone and fades away
I should have known
I can’t stay
Essentially I always wanted to be somewhere else
Somewhere else

[Bridge]
This here came from my deepest insides
I've begged, I've bleeded for my dreams in my life

[Chorus]
My will is gone and fades away
I should have known
I can’t stay
Essentially I always wanted to be somewhere else
Somewhere else

[Outro]
Somewhere else
Somewhere else

"Lost Myself" information

-from album "Re / Served"
-release date: 2017/03/01

-get it on Amazon, Apple (iTunes) or Spotify

-lyrics:

[Verse 1]
You're fading away
Somewhere in my memories
You turned into something that you said you would never be
The distance between here and there
Is the only thing that I can see
The past is so close
That it's even hard for me to breath
Can't separate what's wrong or right
Can't separate the truth and lies
Changed into
Something new
Different look in your eyes
Remembering all the things that you wanted to forget
There are so many choices that you tried not to regret

[Pre-Chorus]
Choices I made
Cannot erase
Feeling how the rain is falling down my face
Wrong time and wrong place
Decisions you made
Cannot escape
Feeling all the pain running through my veins
It will never be the same

[Chorus]
Broken trust can't be repaired
Acting like you don't care
I lost myself somewhere
Memories that I regret
That I cannot forget

[Verse 2]
I'm just thinking while I'm breathing
Wondering what's this feeling that I'm feeling
Sometimes I been having trouble sleeping
That's because I am searching for some reasons
And I don't want to separate the truth and lies
So afraid
Don’t know why
People change
Memories don't
Different look in my eyes
Remembering all the things that I wanted to forget
There are so many choices that I tried not to regret

[Pre-Chorus]
Choices I made
Cannot erase
Feeling how the rain is falling down my face
Wrong time and wrong place
Decisions you made
Cannot escape
Feeling all the pain running through my veins
It will never be the same

[Chorus]
Broken trust can't be repaired
Acting like you don't care
I lost myself somewhere
Memories that I regret
That I cannot forget

[Bridge]
I'm lost somewhere
Mentally I'm far away
But somehow I know
That I will find my way

[Chorus]
Broken trust can't be repaired
Acting like you don't care
I lost myself somewhere
Memories that I regret
That I cannot forget
--------------------------------------------------

-instrumental
-release date: 2018/06/22












-lyrics: no lyrics (instrumental song)

"Blind" information

This song is a rework of the song "Blind" made when they were Reserved.
-from album "Re / Served"
-release date: 2017/03/01
-get it on Amazon, Apple (iTunes) or Spotify
 
-lyrics:

[Verse 1]
The words you told me made my blind
I feel so helpless 'cause you're in my mind
You don't want to get hurt, so you don't want to stay
You looked to the ground and just walked away

[Pre-Chorus]
Trying to hold but I'm trying not to break
So I'm fighting for a new chance with every step I take
Just

[Chorus]
Let me go out of this hole you made
But you won't, 'cause you are so afraid
I'll look straight and never turn around
I'll stay strong
You'll never see me on the ground

[Verse 2]
Do you really think you can hide like that
I know you're here, I can feel you in my head
I won't feel so bad
So sick and mad
And you just try to live
Try to fake and forget

[Pre-Chorus]
Trying to hold but I'm trying not to break
So I'm fighting for a new chance with every step I take
Just

[Chorus]
Let me go out of this hole you made
But you won't 'cause you are so afraid
I'll look straight and never turn around
I'll stay strong
You'll never see me on the ground

[Bridge]
I'm trying to forget but it's in my mind
Looking for the right path I know I won't find
I want to let go
My fucked up past
But it stays looked up here, inside my chest
I'm sick with these games
I don't want to play
I know I've done some wrong
I'm gonna pay
And I'm tired of being the one who's always ashamed
So this time you'll be the one who's blamed

[Chorus]
Let me go out of this hole you made
But you won't 'cause you are so afraid
I'll look straight and never turn around
I'll stay strong
You'll never see me on the ground

"Re / Served" is on the run!

"Re / Served" cover

A late update (since the album's been out since 2017/03/01), but after 4 to 5 years of waiting (and of the guy's hard work) the album finally came out! "Re / Served" is available on Amazon, Google Play, iTunes and Spotify and consists of 12 tracks, including "Escape" and "Trust". More info on the "Albums" section of the blog.